why....?
i am trying so hard but nobody sees the effort
i did my hw super punctually
hand in my files and assignment super on time
and in the end all i get is critism
i had enough
no encouragements... no praises... nt even consolation... nothing.
for the first time in my life i actualli passed a A maths test.
although it was juz a pass, i was super happy, promised myself to get a B the nxt time
however...
i hear things like
"why so lousy?!"
"go for private tuition."
"if tuition no use, go private. dun wait. o lvl u wanna get this kind of marks?"
i felt so disappointed in the answers my parents give. nt even an encouragement? i dun expect them to say things like " wa! so clever." a simple word like " u can pass. work hard for a B k?" but no such things at all.
and the most recent chinese test. i got a A2, and a high one. 73 marks
i was happy and told my mum
for all i noe. she haven't said a word
i am stressed up. nobody say things like gambatte to mi at home. leaving mi in tears... as i write this post.
それは夢の終わりー すべての始まりだったー
why....?
i am trying so hard but nobody sees the effort
i did my hw super punctually
hand in my files and assignment super on time
and in the end all i get is critism
i had enough
no encouragements... no praises... nt even consolation... nothing.
for the first time in my life i actualli passed a A maths test.
although it was juz a pass, i was super happy, promised myself to get a B the nxt time
however...
i hear things like
"why so lousy?!"
"go for private tuition."
"if tuition no use, go private. dun wait. o lvl u wanna get this kind of marks?"
i felt so disappointed in the answers my parents give. nt even an encouragement? i dun expect them to say things like " wa! so clever." a simple word like " u can pass. work hard for a B k?" but no such things at all.
and the most recent chinese test. i got a A2, and a high one. 73 marks
i was happy and told my mum
for all i noe. she haven't said a word
i am stressed up. nobody say things like gambatte to mi at home. leaving mi in tears... as i write this post.
それは夢の終わりー すべての始まりだったー
there is a saying tat idiots dun fall sick
so why is a idiot like mi falling sick?????!!!!!!
i went to the doctor's and he prescribed medicine for mi
go home fell asleep.
and ya rite, i din even feel any better, instead worse.
i took my temperature and it read 39.4 degrees.
cool? no. hot rather. imagine breathing out air wif the same temperature, nose feel veri terrible. stomach felt hot, throat felt hot.
felt so freakingly terrible. tried chinese medicine, modern medicine, still running fever.
then my ah ma told mi to perspire.
it worked!
i still hav a slight fever but feel better.
listening to old ppl works quite well too.
so nxt time yr grandparents tel u something, listen carefully....
それは夢の終わりー すべての始まりだったー
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